I just feel that I dont go around & kacau orang but I feel like there’s some dissatisfaction. Just so people know I am not ignoring I am always too anxious and to calm myself down I usually dissociates. I don’t really want people to misunderstand but I am really trying hard but sometimes it takes a toll on me.
And I always thought that I am unimportant that I dont really want to explain myself to people. I dont really want to go around telling people, “Hey I got too anxious so I might seem like I am ignoring you but I am not believe me.” So I rather go silent.
I am grateful for people who reach out to me first and I know it to well too if I dont make an effort, it cant be maintained. But I cant help it, I dont know how to help myself. I am drowning and I really wanted to let myself go.
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